"I've seen God heal others instantly. If I truly believed, I could stop these medications now."
How it sounds in your head: You've witnessed miracles, prayed for others who were healed. Why are you still swallowing pills? Maybe your faith has weakened with age. Maybe God moves for others but not for you anymore.
"So then it is not of him who wills, nor of him who runs, but of God who shows mercy."
-- Romans 9:16Source: comparison trap merged with works-based healing theology, making others' experiences the standard for your faith's validity.
You've genuinely seen miraculous healings and wonder why yours hasn't come. The disparity makes you question if you're doing something wrong or if God favors others over you.
Paul, who raised Eutychus from the dead and healed countless others, prayed THREE times for his own thorn to be removed. God said no, choosing grace over removal—the apostle who performed miracles lived with unhealed affliction, proving healing isn't about faith levels.
I REFUSE the lie that others' healing proves my failure. IT IS WRITTEN healing is of God who shows mercy, not of him who wills or runs. Paul healed others yet kept his thorn—I'm in good company. I am righteous by Jesus' blood, not by matching others' experiences. IT IS WRITTEN there is NO condemnation for those in Christ—none for needing ongoing medication while others don't. I am blessed with the BARAK covenant regardless of healing timeline.
Your Father isn't comparing you to others and finding you lacking—He's looking at you with complete delight, RUNNING toward you with perfect love that celebrates who you are right now. Your worth isn't proven by matching someone else's miracle; it's secured by Jesus' finished work.