"If I really surrendered everything to God, He would heal me and I wouldn't need medicine."
How it sounds in your head: There must be something I'm holding back. Maybe I haven't fully surrendered my anxiety or fear. Maybe God is waiting for me to let go completely before He heals me. My medication is proof I'm still clutching control.
"But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us."
-- Romans 5:8Performance-based theology that makes surrender a work you must perfectly accomplish before God moves.
She's heard testimonies where people said 'I finally let go and God healed me instantly.' Her continued symptoms feel like proof she hasn't 'let go' enough yet, and the medication is evidence of incomplete surrender.
The thief had zero time to surrender anything, work through issues, or prove his dedication. He simply said 'Remember me' and Jesus instantly promised 'Today you will be with Me in Paradise.' Full salvation with zero process.
I REFUSE the lie that God withholds healing until I achieve perfect surrender. IT IS WRITTEN that God loved me and died for me while I was STILL sinning - His goodness doesn't wait for my perfection. The thief on the cross received paradise with one sentence and zero spiritual process. My medication is not evidence of incomplete surrender; it's evidence of God's provision RIGHT NOW. IT IS WRITTEN that there is NO condemnation for those in Christ. My Father's healing flows from His nature, not my performance. I receive His goodness - through medicine and miracles - without earning it.
Your Father is running toward you with healing in both hands saying 'I'm not waiting for you to surrender perfectly - I'm already moving because I'm GOOD.' He's providing the medicine NOW, not after you prove yourself, because that's who He is.