"Faith works for others but something about me blocks it from working"
How it sounds in your head: There must be something uniquely broken about you that makes you faith-incompatible. Everyone else's prayers get answered. Clearly God's power works, just not FOR YOU. You're the exception, the one it doesn't work for.
"Then Peter opened his mouth and said: 'In truth I perceive that God shows no partiality.'"
-- Acts 10:34Source: enemy - the personalized attack that you're uniquely disqualified from what God freely gives to others
When you see breakthrough testimonies all around you while remaining stuck, it feels like you're specifically excluded from what works for everyone else. The isolation makes it feel like a YOU problem, not a timing or sovereignty issue.
She'd spent EVERYTHING on physicians for 12 years and only got WORSE—if anyone seemed like the exception to healing, it was her. One touch of Jesus' garment and IMMEDIATELY she was healed. She wasn't the exception; she was the demonstration that no case is too hard.
I REFUSE the lie that I'm uniquely blocked from God's power. IT IS WRITTEN that God shows NO PARTIALITY—He doesn't have an exception list with my name on it. The woman who only got WORSE for 12 years was immediately healed with one touch—no one is beyond reach. IT IS WRITTEN that there is no partiality with God. I am Abraham's seed, covered by the BARAK blessing that applies to ALL who are in Christ. My access is the SAME as every other believer—by the blood.
The Father isn't running toward everyone else while making you wait outside—He's the one who sought out the Samaritan woman at the well, the person 'good people' avoided. Your sense of being the exception is the lie; His pursuit of you is the truth.