"I'm too emotional and sensitive, which makes me a burden to others."
How it sounds in your head: You cry too easily. You feel things too deeply. You're too much. People roll their eyes at your emotions. You need to toughen up and stop being so dramatic.
"Jesus wept."
-- John 11:35Source: world system that despises emotional sensitivity, especially in females, and labels deep feeling as weakness.
Adults tell her she's 'too sensitive' or 'overreacting,' friends call her dramatic when she cries, and she sees people get annoyed when she expresses feelings they think are too big.
Hannah wept bitterly and prayed with such emotion that the priest thought she was drunk and accused her of inappropriate behavior. She didn't apologize for her intensity; she poured out her soul to God, and He answered immediately—she conceived Samuel, who became one of Israel's greatest prophets.
I REFUSE the lie that my emotions make me a burden. IT IS WRITTEN that Jesus wept, and if the Son of God expressed emotion publicly, my feelings are not a flaw. I am made in the image of an emotional Father who rejoices over me with singing and feels intensely. IT IS WRITTEN that I can cast all my cares on Him because He cares for me—He doesn't tell me to toughen up. I am a branch in the Vine, and sensitivity to the Father's heart flows through me because of our connection. The BARAK blessing means my emotions are blessed, not cursed.
The Father is running toward you not with a lecture to calm down but with open arms to hold every feeling you have. He's not annoyed by your tears—He collects them in a bottle because they matter to Him.