"I wasted my teenage years - I can never get that time back"
How it sounds in your head: All my friends have prom pictures and first kiss stories and inside jokes from sophomore year. I have... rehab memories and lost time. I'll graduate but I missed LIVING. Those years are just... gone. I'll always be behind, always missing the foundation everyone else built.
"So I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten, the crawling locust, the consuming locust, and the chewing locust."
-- Joel 2:25Source: Linear time thinking that forgets God exists outside time and redeems what was lost
Time literally DID pass. You can't rewind and redo homecoming. Friends made memories you weren't part of. The years are factually gone from the calendar.
Lost ages 17-30 to slavery and prison - 13 YEARS stolen by betrayal and false accusation. God gave him TWO sons named 'God made me forget my hardship' and 'God made me FRUITFUL in the land of my suffering' - instant multiplication making up for lost years.
I REFUSE the lie that I lost years I can't recover. IT IS WRITTEN: God will RESTORE the years the locust has eaten - He redeems TIME itself. IT IS WRITTEN that instead of shame I receive DOUBLE HONOR. I will not live in 'behind' mentality. Under the BARAK blessing, I am BLESSED in my going out and coming in, the Lord COMMANDS blessing on all I do. Like Joseph who lost 13 years but gained a KINGDOM, my latter will be GREATER than what was lost. God makes me FRUITFUL in the land of suffering. I am NOT BEHIND. I am POSITIONED for DOUBLE.
Father didn't tell the prodigal 'you missed dinner, go to bed hungry.' He threw a FEAST bigger than any regular night, with the fattened calf He'd been SAVING. Your Father doesn't give you scraps to make up lost time. He gives you ABUNDANCE that makes the lost years irrelevant.