"This sickness is my thorn in the flesh like Paul had."
How it sounds in your head: Paul had a thorn he prayed about three times and God said no. Maybe this is my thorn and I just need to accept it. Maybe asking for healing is asking for too much.
"You know that because of physical infirmity I preached the gospel to you at the first. And my trial which was in my flesh you did not despise or reject, but you received me as an angel of God, even as Christ Jesus."
-- Galatians 4:13-14Religion misinterpreted 2 Corinthians 12:7 to make weakness a virtue and sickness God's plan, ignoring that Paul's thorn was never identified as disease.
Church leaders use this verse to explain why prayers don't work, making it sound spiritual to stay sick. It feels humble to accept sickness rather than demand healing.
Paul's coworker was sick 'almost unto death' and Paul said God had MERCY on him by healing him, proving sickness isn't God's will. God's mercy is HEALING, not sickness, and Epaphroditus recovered completely.
I REFUSE the lie that sickness is my thorn to accept! IT IS WRITTEN that Paul's thorn was a messenger of SATAN, not a gift from God! My Father's mercy is HEALING, not disease - Epaphroditus was healed because God had MERCY! I am under the BARAK blessing of Abraham where healing flows from covenant, not from my performance! IT IS WRITTEN in Galatians 3:13 that Christ REDEEMED me from the curse, and Deuteronomy 28 lists sickness as CURSE, not blessing! I receive healing NOW as my covenant right!
Your Father's mercy isn't keeping you sick to keep you humble - His mercy is HEALING power running toward you RIGHT NOW! He's not saying 'My grace is sufficient for your sickness' - He's saying 'My POWER is made perfect, so receive your healing!'