"Only super spiritual people with special gifts get healed; it's not for ordinary kids like me."
How it sounds in your head: When I hear about healings, it's always some pastor or missionary or really holy person. I'm just a regular kid who messes up all the time. God probably saves the miracles for people who are way more spiritual than me.
"But God has chosen the foolish things of the world to put to shame the wise, and God has chosen the weak things of the world to put to shame the things which are mighty; and the base things of the world and the things which are despised God has chosen, and the things which are not, to bring to nothing the things that are."
-- 1 Corinthians 1:27-28Source: Religion creating elite classes that make God's gifts about human hierarchy instead of His grace.
He sees testimonies from adults with ministries and titles, and feels like a nobody in comparison. His own failures make him feel disqualified from the supernatural.
This guy was Jonathan's son, crippled in both feet since age 5, hiding in a nothing town called Lo Debar (which means 'no pasture'—the place of nothing). King David brought him to the palace, gave him a permanent seat at the king's table, and restored ALL his grandfather's land—from crippled nobody to royalty INSTANTLY, not because he earned it but because of COVENANT.
I REFUSE the lie that healing is only for super spiritual people. IT IS WRITTEN that God chooses the weak and foolish things to shame the mighty—that means ME, an ordinary kid, is PERFECT for God's power. I don't need a title, a platform, or a perfect track record. IT IS WRITTEN that whoever calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved and healed—WHOEVER includes ME. I am Abraham's seed through Christ, and the BARAK blessing doesn't have a spiritual maturity requirement—it's based on COVENANT, not performance. God loves showing off His power through nobodies like me because it proves the power is HIS, not mine.
The Father isn't waiting for you to become somebody important—He's running toward you right now as His beloved son, and His power works best in weakness, not in earned worthiness. He healed beggars, prostitutes, and outcasts before He healed religious leaders.