"I'm too young for this kind of pain - something must be seriously wrong with me."
How it sounds in your head: Your body is betraying you before life even really started. Friends are invincible and you're falling apart. What if this is genetic, degenerative, something that only gets worse? You're supposed to be in your physical prime and you feel 50. Something is fundamentally broken in you.
"He sent His word and healed them, and delivered them from their destructions."
-- Psalm 107:20Enemy wants to establish permanent victim identity and fear of body failure before you even enter peak adult years.
Your age group doesn't typically deal with this - which makes it feel more serious, more permanent, more 'wrong.' The isolation of being the only young person in the waiting room confirms something is deeply broken. Fear amplifies every symptom.
Young boy with violent spirit from CHILDHOOD, threw him into fire and water to destroy him. Father said 'from childhood' - meaning years of this. Jesus commanded it out, the boy fell like he was dead, but Jesus took his hand and IMMEDIATELY the boy arose, completely delivered. Lifetime condition, instant freedom.
I REFUSE the lie that I'm too young for this pain and something is seriously wrong. IT IS WRITTEN: 'He sent His word and healed them and delivered them from their destructions' - age doesn't limit delivery. The boy with seizures had it from CHILDHOOD and was instantly freed. Nothing is fundamentally broken that the Creator can't speak wholeness over. IT IS WRITTEN: 'I am the LORD who heals you' - present tense, my age doesn't change His name. The BARAK blessing flows to Abraham's seed regardless of age - Isaac was blessed as a young man, Jacob as a young man. I am blessed in my body, and youth is not a disqualifier. My body hears the word of God better than the voice of symptoms.
While you're catastrophizing about what could be wrong, Father is running toward you with the same touch that raised Jairus' 12-year-old daughter from DEATH. Your youth doesn't confuse Him or concern Him - it just means more decades of walking in the wholeness He's offering right now.