"I'm just starting middle school so my faith is still training wheels. Real faith comes later."
How it sounds in your head: You believe because your parents believe. You haven't been tested yet. You haven't really chosen this for yourself. Your faith is borrowed. When you're older and face real challenges, then you'll have real faith. Right now it's just Sunday school stories.
"When I call to remembrance the genuine faith that is in you, which dwelt first in your grandmother Lois and your mother Eunice, and I am persuaded is in you also."
-- 2 Timothy 1:5Enemy - invalidating current faith to delay present power. Convincing you that what you have now doesn't count so you won't use it.
You do believe a lot because your parents do. You haven't had some dramatic conversion story. Other kids talk about finding God after hard stuff. Your life has been pretty normal. Maybe your faith isn't as real?
Received faith from his grandmother and mother. Paul called it GENUINE faith and appointed him to lead churches while still young, validating that inherited faith is real faith.
I REFUSE the lie that my faith is practice faith that doesn't count yet. IT IS WRITTEN that Paul celebrated Timothy's GENUINE faith that came through family. Generational faith isn't weaker - it's a BLESSING where I get to stand on shoulders instead of starting from scratch. IT IS WRITTEN that Jesus said adults must become like CHILDREN to enter the kingdom, which means my childlike faith is the GOAL, not the starting point. I am the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus, and righteousness isn't graded on a curve based on how dramatic my story is. I am a branch bearing real fruit NOW because I'm connected to the Vine, and the Vine doesn't produce fake fruit on young branches. The BARAK blessing that rested on Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob flows to me by covenant, and it's fully activated TODAY.
The Father celebrates your faith EXACTLY as it is. He's not waiting for you to hit rock bottom so you have a better testimony. He's running toward you NOW with joy because the son who never left home is JUST AS LOVED as the prodigal who returned.