"I was a medium and channeled demons so often they'll always have access to me"
How it sounds in your head: I didn't just dabble. I was GOOD at it. I channeled spirits, did readings, people paid me. I invited them in repeatedly, willingly, professionally. I opened myself so many times that I'm permanently porous. The door isn't just open; I REMOVED THE DOOR. How do you close what you demolished?
"Moreover the law entered that the offense might abound. But where sin abounded, grace abounded much more, so that as sin reigned in death, even so grace might reign through righteousness to eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord."
-- Romans 5:20-21Source: Deliverance ministry that quantifies sin (more = worse = harder to fix) - contradicts grace that covers ALL sin equally (Romans 5:20).
It wasn't one-time curiosity; it was lifestyle, identity, income. The spiritual openness was cultivated over years. That feels categorically different from a teenage Ouija experiment - like you're PERMANENTLY altered.
This jailer was about to KILL HIMSELF when Paul stopped him. One conversation, one question ('What must I do to be saved?'), one answer ('Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ'). That SAME HOUR of the night he was baptized - went from suicide attempt to baptized believer in MINUTES. No deliverance session for his career facilitating prisoner torture, just INSTANT salvation and joy.
I REFUSE the lie that professional mediumship made me permanently porous. IT IS WRITTEN that where sin abounded - and mine ABOUNDED - grace abounded MUCH MORE. My occult career doesn't require extra deliverance; it requires the SAME grace that saves everyone. IT IS WRITTEN that I am a NEW creation; old things have PASSED AWAY. Not mostly passed, not passed except for that medium phase - PASSED AWAY. I am not defined by how many times I channeled darkness but by the ONE TIME Jesus shed His blood. The BARAK blessing protected liars, deceivers, murderers - it protects former mediums too. I am SEALED with the Holy Spirit, and no amount of past openness overrides that SEAL. I am CLOSED to darkness and OPEN to God.
Your Father isn't calculating how many channeling sessions you need to atone for. He's declaring you CLEAN by the blood - not mostly clean, not clean after deliverance process, but CLEAN NOW. The blood doesn't grade on scale; it COVERS on contact.