"I should start worrying now about whether I'll be able to have babies later"
How it sounds in your head: Everyone talks about fertility problems. What if that's me someday? Maybe I should be scared now so I'm prepared. Maybe worrying will protect me from disappointment.
"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble."
-- Matthew 6:34Spirit of fear projected into the future, robbing present peace and denying God's provision in every season.
She hears adult conversations about infertility struggles and assumes she needs to brace herself for the same. Anxiety feels like preparation, but it's actually torment.
Elizabeth was barren and old, well past childbearing years, when the angel announced she'd conceive John the Baptist. She conceived immediately after the announcement—God didn't need her youth or her worry, just her willingness to believe the impossible.
I REFUSE the lie that I need to worry about my future fertility. IT IS WRITTEN that I should not worry about tomorrow, for my Father knows what I need before I ask. I am a daughter of Abraham under the BARAK blessing, which includes the blessing of fruitfulness in every season. IT IS WRITTEN that God gives good gifts to His children, and I trust Him with my future family. Fear is not my counselor; faith is. I reject anxiety and receive peace, knowing that God's plans for me are good.
Your Father isn't asking you to manage your future fertility at age eleven. He's running toward you with peace for today and provision for tomorrow, because He's already gone ahead and prepared every season of your life with goodness.