"This disease is my thorn in the flesh that God won't remove."
How it sounds in your head: Paul had a thorn he prayed about three times and God said no. Maybe this is mine. Maybe I'm supposed to live with this limitation and just trust God's grace is sufficient. Perhaps wanting healing is selfish.
"And lest I should be exalted above measure by the abundance of the revelations, a thorn in the flesh was given to me, a messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I be exalted above measure."
-- 2 Corinthians 12:7Source: Misinterpretation of 2 Corinthians 12 used by religion to explain why prayers aren't answered, making God the withholder.
He's prayed multiple times with no change, exactly like Paul's three prayers. The parallel seems obvious, and accepting it feels spiritual rather than demanding.
He lay sick with fever and dysentery on Malta. Paul went to him, prayed, laid hands on him, and healed him IMMEDIATELY—then all the other sick on the island came and were healed, proving Paul didn't keep his own 'thorn' while healing others.
I REFUSE the lie that my disease is a thorn God wants me to keep. IT IS WRITTEN that Paul's thorn was a messenger of Satan—persecution, not sickness—and Paul healed everyone he encountered. My thorn was crucified with Christ. IT IS WRITTEN by His stripes I was healed. I am under the BARAK covenant that protected Abraham even when he lied twice and left Egypt richer. Sickness doesn't build character—Jesus builds character, and He paid for my complete healing. I receive it NOW, not after more suffering.
Your Father didn't nail your disease to the cross just to hand it back to you with a spiritual excuse. He's holding out complete healing like the father held out the robe—run to Him and take it, don't sit in the pig pen theologizing about thorns.