"The dark thoughts and voices I hear mean I'm beyond normal help."
How it sounds in your head: These thoughts are too dark and scary to be normal. I must be really messed up. Other kids don't have thoughts like this. There's something fundamentally wrong with me that can't be fixed.
"Casting down arguments and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ."
-- 2 Corinthians 10:5Source: Enemy capitalizing on puberty's emotional intensity and intrusive thoughts to make him feel abnormal and isolated.
The thoughts feel overwhelming and shameful, unlike what he imagines 'normal' Christians experience. He's comparing his insides to others' outsides.
An evil spirit tormented Saul with dark oppression. David played the harp and the spirit IMMEDIATELY departed—simple worship drove out what felt overwhelming.
I REFUSE the lie that my dark thoughts mean I'm beyond help. IT IS WRITTEN that I can cast down every thought that exalts itself against knowing God. These thoughts are NOT me—they are attacks I have authority to reject. IT IS WRITTEN that no weapon formed against me shall prosper, and that includes thoughts fired at my mind. I am covered by the BARAK blessing. The blood of Jesus speaks better things over me than any voice in my head. I am NOT my thoughts—I am a son of God with the mind of Christ.
The Father doesn't hear the dark thoughts and recoil from you—He sees you battling them and says 'That's My warrior son.' He's running toward you with the truth that you're normal, loved, and winning.