"People will always see my disability first, not me."
How it sounds in your head: When I walk into a room, I see the looks. They notice what I can't do before they know who I am. I'm 'the disabled kid' not just 'a kid.' Maybe that's all I'll ever be to people—my limitation, not my name.
"But the Lord said to Samuel, 'Do not look at his appearance or at his physical stature, because I have refused him. For the Lord does not see as man sees; for man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.'"
-- 1 Samuel 16:7World's labeling system that defines people by limitations, creating identity based on external appearance rather than divine design.
He experiences actual stares, different treatment, and being defined by his disability in social settings. At this age, peer acceptance is crucial, and being 'different' feels like being 'less.'
Described as having 'weak eyes,' unloved and overlooked compared to her sister. God SAW her, opened her womb, made her mother of Judah—the MESSIANIC line came through the 'unattractive' sister, not the pretty one.
I REFUSE the lie that my disability defines how God or others truly see me. IT IS WRITTEN that man looks at outward appearance but God looks at the heart, and He sees me as righteous, whole, and beloved. People's first glance isn't my final identity. IT IS WRITTEN that I am fearfully and wonderfully made, chosen before the foundation of the world, seated with Christ in heavenly places. I carry the BARAK blessing—favor that turns heads not because of limitation but because of DIVINE PRESENCE. I am not 'disabled kid.' I am SON OF THE KING.
The Father doesn't see your disability when He looks at you—He sees His Son's face. Like Leah was 'seen' by God when others overlooked her, you are FULLY seen, FULLY known, FULLY loved.