"My body is broken and can't create life like it should."
How it sounds in your head: I see friends getting pregnant without even trying. My girlfriend talks about kids someday and I wonder if I can even give her that. What if I'm the problem? What if my body doesn't work right and I'll never be a dad?
"You shall be blessed above all peoples; there shall not be a male or female barren among you or among your livestock."
-- Deuteronomy 7:14Enemy: attacking covenant promise that your seed is blessed (Gen 22:17-18), making you feel defective in your ability to multiply.
Medical tests show numbers that look wrong. You compare yourself to guys who got girls pregnant by accident while you can't seem to do it on purpose.
Abraham's body was 'as good as dead' at 100 years old, medically impossible to father children. He didn't weaken in faith but was strengthened, giving glory to God, and Isaac was born - INSTANT conception when God spoke it.
I REFUSE the lie that my body is broken or defective. IT IS WRITTEN that there shall be no barren male among the blessed, and I am Abraham's seed through Christ. My reproductive system bows to the same power that raised Jesus from death - what are low counts to resurrection life? IT IS WRITTEN that I am blessed coming in and going out, and my seed is blessed for a thousand generations. I am not waiting for my body to 'get right' - I am declaring it already functions under the BARAK that protected liars and deceivers. Life-creating power flows through me NOW because I am branch connected to the Vine. Father is not waiting for better test results - He's already releasing conception because covenant doesn't depend on my biology.
Father sees you worried about being 'enough' for your future wife and runs toward you with the same promise He gave Abraham when his body was dead - 'You WILL be a father of nations.' He's not waiting for sperm counts; He's already releasing the blessing that makes the barren fruitful because you belong to Jesus.