"I've lived a full life. I shouldn't expect anything more from God at this point."
How it sounds in your head: I've had my blessings. I raised a family, had a career, served in church. It's greedy to ask for more when I'm this close to the end. I should be content with what I've already received and not bother God with requests now.
"Now the LORD blessed the latter days of Job more than his beginning; for he had fourteen thousand sheep, six thousand camels, one thousand yoke of oxen, and one thousand female donkeys."
-- Job 42:12Religious teaching that God's goodness has a quota and expecting more demonstrates ingratitude or presumption.
Every sermon on contentment echoes in his mind, and he feels selfish wanting relief from pain or provision when others have 'real needs.' His generation was taught not to ask for much, and now it feels inappropriate to want MORE at life's end.
At 80 years old, Barzillai provided for King David abundantly during exile. When David offered to reward him, Barzillai declined to leave home, but David blessed him anyway and provided for his family—generosity flowed BOTH directions in old age.
I REFUSE the lie that God's goodness has a quota for my life. IT IS WRITTEN that the Lord blessed Job's LATTER days MORE than his beginning—that's the pattern for covenant people! I am not greedy for expecting more—I am POSITIONED for increase because I'm Abraham's seed. IT IS WRITTEN that He gives us richly ALL things to enjoy, no age limit mentioned. The BARAK blessing means I am the head and not the tail, above only and not beneath, EVEN NOW. My latter days are designed for GREATER blessing, not diminishment!
The Father isn't rationing crumbs in your final years—He's planning the BEST wine for last, like Cana. He doesn't measure blessing by years remaining but by covenant position, and you're a SON.