"It's not God's will to heal me; maybe He has other plans."
How it sounds in your head: Maybe God wants to use my sickness to inspire others. Maybe my suffering brings Him more glory than my healing. Maybe His will is for me to endure this, not escape it. Who am I to question His mysterious plans?
"Beloved, I pray that you may prosper in all things and be in health, just as your soul prospers."
-- 3 John 1:2Religion: God's will positioned as mysterious and possibly hostile rather than revealed and good.
When healing doesn't come immediately, it's easier to assume it's not God's will than to keep fighting. Religious teaching about God's 'mysterious ways' provides an out for disappointment.
Ten lepers cried out to Jesus for mercy. He didn't heal nine and leave one to 'bring glory through suffering.' ALL TEN were cleansed IMMEDIATELY as they went. Jesus' will was 100% healing, 100% of the time. (Only one returned to thank Him, but all ten were healed—gratitude wasn't a requirement.)
I REFUSE the lie that it might not be God's will to heal me. IT IS WRITTEN that His will is for me to prosper in ALL things and be in HEALTH. Jesus is the EXACT representation of the Father, and He healed EVERYONE who came to Him—not one denied. IT IS WRITTEN that He took my infirmities and bore my sicknesses. He didn't take some and leave others—He took them ALL. God's will was revealed at the cross: healing is MINE. IT IS WRITTEN in Isaiah 53:5 that by His stripes I WAS healed—past tense, finished work. I am under the BARAK blessing of Abraham where sickness is part of the curse Christ REDEEMED me from. Healing IS God's will for me because He said so.
The Father isn't playing guessing games with His will—He already SHOWED you at the cross where Jesus bore your sicknesses. He's running toward you with healing because that's His revealed nature, not standing at a distance with 'mysterious plans' to keep you sick.