"I'm under spiritual attack because I'm doing something wrong"
How it sounds in your head: If you were really walking right, the enemy wouldn't be hitting you this hard. Attack is evidence of failure. Righteous people have peace; struggling people have sin issues they're not addressing.
"If the world hates you, you know that it hated Me before it hated you. If you were of the world, the world would love its own. Yet because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you. Remember the word that I said to you, 'A servant is not greater than his master.' If they persecuted Me, they will also persecute you."
-- John 15:18-20Source: religion - prosperity gospel in reverse, making attack equal sin
The attacks feel relentless and you're exhausted. It's easier to believe you're doing something wrong than to accept you're a threat the enemy wants neutralized.
Paul cast a demon out of a slave girl - a GOOD thing. Immediate result: beaten with rods, thrown in prison, feet in stocks. No sin, no mistake, just obedience. Then worship brought earthquake, chains fell off, and the jailer's whole family got saved. The attack positioned the BREAKTHROUGH.
I REFUSE the lie that spiritual attack means I'm doing something wrong. IT IS WRITTEN that if they persecuted Jesus, they'll persecute me - which means attack is NORMAL for believers, not evidence of sin. The enemy doesn't waste ammunition on people who aren't threats. IT IS WRITTEN in 1 Peter 4:12 not to think it strange concerning the fiery trial, as though some strange thing were happening. I'm not being punished; I'm being OPPOSED - because I carry the kingdom. The BARAK blessing doesn't mean no conflict; it means PROTECTION and VICTORY in conflict. Abraham was attacked by kings - and won. I am Abraham's seed, and I WIN.
The Father isn't attacking you to correct you - the enemy is attacking you to stop you, and the Father is using even that to position your breakthrough. You're not under judgment; you're under fire because you're ADVANCING.