"I'm only here because abortion failed or wasn't chosen."
How it sounds in your head: Maybe you overheard that you were almost aborted. Or you know your mom considered it. You feel like you barely made it, like you're living on borrowed existence. The thought haunts you: I almost wasn't here. I'm only alive because of a close call.
"The Spirit of God has made me, and the breath of the Almighty gives me life."
-- Job 33:4Enemy using knowledge of near-death to create insecurity about right to exist; trauma from knowing you were almost chosen against.
The information is factual—abortion was discussed or attempted. Her young mind can't separate 'they considered it' from 'they didn't want me.' The knowledge that she was almost not here makes every day feel conditional.
Pharaoh ordered EVERY Hebrew baby boy thrown in the Nile—systematic infanticide. Moses' mother hid him three months, then put him in a basket on the very river meant to kill him. Death decree spoken over his life before his first breath. Yet God preserved him to deliver millions.
I REFUSE the lie that I'm here by accident or because death failed. IT IS WRITTEN that the Spirit of God made me and the breath of the Almighty gives me life—I am alive by DIVINE DECREE, not human decision. Any weapon formed against me, including abortion, could NOT prosper because God said I would live. IT IS WRITTEN that my days were written in His book before one came to be. Moses survived a death decree to deliver nations. Esther survived genocide to save her people. I survived because Heaven has PLANS for me. I am not a close call—I am a SURE THING.
The Father didn't 'let' you survive—He FOUGHT for you. Every breath you take is His breath in your lungs. You didn't slip through the cracks; you broke through by His power because He has assignments only YOU can complete.