"I talk too much. People tolerate me but wish I'd just be quiet."
How it sounds in your head: I see it in their faces - I've been talking too long again. My husband zones out when I'm mid-sentence. I watch other women say less and get more respect. Maybe silence would make me more valuable.
"In the last days, God says, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams. Even on my servants, both men and women, I will pour out my Spirit in those days, and they will prophesy."
-- Acts 2:17-18Enemy + world: Weaponizing female voice as annoyance instead of authority.
You've been interrupted mid-thought, seen eyes glaze over, felt the sting of being called 'chatty' while men are called 'articulate.' A lifetime of being told to use your 'inside voice' has convinced you your words are worthless.
An 84-year-old widow who NEVER LEFT THE TEMPLE, fasting and praying and SPEAKING constantly about God. When she saw baby Jesus, she IMMEDIATELY started SPEAKING about Him to EVERYONE who would listen. God didn't tell her to quiet down in her old age - He made her VOICE the megaphone for Messiah.
I REFUSE the lie that my voice is too much for the world to handle. IT IS WRITTEN that in the last days, daughters will PROPHESY - and I am a daughter with a PROPHETIC VOICE, not a problem to manage. I am the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus, carrying WORDS that carry WEIGHT, not noise. The BARAK blessing is on my MOUTH - blessed in what I speak in the city, blessed in what I declare in the field. IT IS WRITTEN that out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks - and my heart is FULL of His goodness. I will not shrink my voice to fit small rooms. I am Anna in the temple - SPEAKING until Messiah is SEEN.
The Father is NOT waiting for you to talk less - He's giving you BIGGER PLATFORMS. He's running toward you with the microphone you thought you weren't allowed to hold, celebrating that you finally have the COURAGE to use the voice He gave you before birth.