"I haven't suffered enough compared to others to deserve healing"
How it sounds in your head: There are people way sicker than you, people who've endured more. Who are you to ask for healing when others have it worse? You should just be grateful it's not worse and stop being selfish.
"And behold, a woman of Canaan came from that region and cried out to Him, saying, 'Have mercy on me, O Lord, Son of David! My daughter is severely demon-possessed.' But He answered her not a word. And His disciples came and urged Him, saying, 'Send her away, for she cries out after us.' But He answered and said, 'I was not sent except to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.' Then she came and worshiped Him, saying, 'Lord, help me!' But He answered and said, 'It is not good to take the children's bread and throw it to the little dogs.' And she said, 'Yes, Lord, yet even the little dogs eat the crumbs which fall from their masters' table.' Then Jesus answered and said to her, 'O woman, great is your faith! Let it be to you as you desire.' And her daughter was healed from that very hour."
-- Matthew 15:22-28Comparison-based worthiness that makes healing a merit system rather than a covenant right.
You've seen others with terminal diagnoses or worse conditions, and asking for your own healing feels selfish or entitled in comparison. Guilt keeps you from receiving what's already yours.
The nobleman's son was sick at Capernaum. The father came to Jesus in Cana and begged Him to come. Jesus simply said, 'Go your way; your son lives.' The man believed and went, and his servants met him saying the fever left at the EXACT HOUR Jesus spoke—instant healing from a distance.
I REFUSE the lie that I must suffer enough to deserve healing. IT IS WRITTEN that healing is the children's bread, my covenant right, not a reward for maximum pain. Jesus healed every condition, small and large, with equal authority. I don't compare my suffering to earn my healing. IT IS WRITTEN that by His stripes I was healed. I am the righteousness of God in Christ, not by suffering measurement but by blood covenant. The BARAK blessing is mine not because I endured enough, but because I'm Abraham's seed through faith. I receive healing NOW, not because I've suffered enough, but because HE already did.
Your Father doesn't have a suffering threshold you must hit before He releases healing—He's already released it at the cross. He's running toward you with healing in His hands, not comparing your pain to others but responding to His covenant with you.