"Money is the root of all evil, so staying poor keeps me spiritually safe."
How it sounds in your head: You've watched wealthy people in your church circle act entitled and cold, and you've comforted yourself that at least your financial lack keeps you humble and dependent on God. You quote 'money is the root of all evil' and secretly feel morally superior to those who have more, even while you're terrified about making ends meet.
"For the LOVE of money is a root of all kinds of evil, for which some have strayed from the faith in their greediness, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows."
-- 1 Timothy 6:10Misquoted Scripture twisted by religion to make poverty a virtue and wealth a sin, directly opposing the Abrahamic blessing covenant.
You've seen money corrupt people, and staying 'small' financially has felt safer than risking becoming like them. The verse seems clear, and sacrifice has always felt more spiritual than abundance.
Abraham was 'very rich in livestock, in silver, and in gold'—so wealthy that the land couldn't support both his and Lot's herds. God called him a friend and established an eternal covenant with this tremendously wealthy man.
I REFUSE the lie that money is evil and poverty is holy. IT IS WRITTEN that the LOVE of money—not money itself—is the root of evil. Abraham was extremely wealthy AND called God's friend. The BARAK blessing I inherited through Christ includes being blessed in my storehouses, lending and not borrowing, above and not beneath. God doesn't want me poor to keep me humble—He wants me BLESSED to show His goodness. IT IS WRITTEN in Deuteronomy 8:18 that He gives me POWER to get wealth, that He may establish His covenant. Wealth in the hands of the righteous funds the kingdom. I am the righteousness of God in Christ, and provision flows naturally from that identity.
The Father isn't keeping you poor to protect your soul—He's inviting you into the Abrahamic blessing where provision flows so abundantly you become a source for others. He's not the older brother counting coins; He's the Father killing the fattened calf, celebrating that everything He has is yours.